Tuesday, May 30, 2017

Two more missing

Black and white puppy in POC missing from last night as well as the happy couple's male black and white at M circle.

Got to wait and hope.

Spinal paralysis of this month

Each case this month has been a kind of spinal brain paralysis - respiratory more affected. It's clearest in this kitten's case. It started with a pigeon look in the back heart chakra/shoulder blades. It's an accumulation of energy up the spine inflaming the nerve-lymph area there? looks like rheumatoid arthritis.

Kali phos 1m was followed by hekla lava 10m, lithium carb 6, then ammonia carb 30 eased the breathing.

But it was all back at night. I got lactic acid 6 by morning and then electricitas 3 followed and lith carb again.

The problem with the respiratory paralysis and spinal "camel back" form of the disease is like rheumatoid arthritis. The brain gets stuck with prana and it thickens in the aura. Deposits of lactic acid block messaging and there's no electrical signalling.

Is this the carbon cycle of Krebs affected? The eating and drinking converts the food into the poison that the body can't use.

I should try to get the cyanocobalamine to see if it can cure. It was what Krebs recommended I think. Maybe why Shilla and the others drew hydrocyanic acid and the snake poisons?

Monday, May 29, 2017

Another kitten w/ paralysis!

If someone looked down my site, they'd be forgiven for thinking that this is a record of the failure of healing rather than it's solution!

But I only record sickness and deaths because it's a way to remember these bright and beautiful souls that crossed my path on their way to someplace else.

Healing is so slow and subtle there's no drama to it. It's like love, always working, indestructible and constant. Those who benefit from it go from sick to healed effortlessly.

I tend to ignore the healthy and focus on the sick too much. The hundreds that live I barely spare a thought for,  even though life itself is a  miracle.

This little kitten came abandoned by mom with just the incessant mewing and a pigeon chest to indicate disease. Probably Meow or her daughter's kitten. He settled in my attic and quieted down over Baryta Carb 6x for 2 weeks, which was a relief. He'd eat the food and drink water and sleep a lot, never leaving for long.

Yesterday I noticed he hadn't eaten, and today he didn't even lap water! The solar & groundstorm and cyclonic Indian ocean takes it's toll on life in the sub continent.

I pulled him down and noticed extreme dehydration but he'd refuse water.

Conscious of the NGM (new Germanic medicine) warning not to force water when the epileptic symptoms are on, (since fluid fills the brain & worsen) I didn't force feed or  water.

He was drawing Kali phos 1m (mouth dose) & Lith Carb 6.

The guides agreed pond water might interest him so I took him there. He promptly fell in, trying to walk on the dileaves!

The dunking seems to have hydrated him a little, something I wouldn't have dared do to a cat!

As I wiped him down he seemed to wake up and his eyes were dilated for the first time in days.

Then the energies started moving. The main chakra line was off by 30 deg on the horizontal and the energies of anti clockwise rotation set up in the top aura. The front and base line (as usual for sick cats) was blocked at about 3 ft on either end.

The rest of the blocked energy was concentrated around his shoulder blades.

As prana released the energy he mewed a couple of times in that panicked cry like he was remembering, and kept startling, then as he calmed, the sideways shaking of his head began.

So finally the hidden, 'subsultus tedum' muscular action that was in the spine was revealed!

So there are two healing routes to shock - one with sodium (Na) and the other potassium (K)!! The sodium shock must be the short sharp traumas that alter life after. The potassium shock must be the long slow accretion of chronic anxiety from childhood and before.

I put him back in the attic and he was sleeping with his eyes open.

I hope he heals. None of what I'm learning from the guides is worth it if they don't survive.

I'll be going back to heal him again, praying this is a stage and not a state!

Myna flew off

A small creature that survived the last solar storm & cloud burst was a myna. She was hopping on one foot with the other paralysed and curled up.

I did some prana yawning for her (all the energy was drawn near the frontal brain) and wouldn't let anyone intervene. That evening it found it's balance and flew away.

I didn't expect such a quick recovery. Bird distempers usually end in a kind of Alzheimer's, where they progressively forget how to fly & lose all direction sense (like my kite - took him 3 months with Actea racemosa not to fly into walls and find his way out of the window).

Sunday, May 28, 2017

Hateful and mad ORMUS users

I've watched a few vids about ORMUS and I'm struck by how cruel and insane some of these advocates are.

One made rats swim until they drowned, 60-70 rats, to prove the stamina given by  ORMUS is 3 times more.

Another thinks he's from Egypt and went with the exodus, shitting behind camels which cracked him up. Most think they're alchemists and are superior to chemists.

Many are doing it for the alt med money while pretending, as all Americans do, that it's never about the money.:)

Jon de K who made a documentary is so possessive of it that it isn't on YouTube but only on his website for viewing.

In what way do these ppl think they're spiritually evolved at all? They're all mostly very ordinary alt sci rednecks, filling niche areas to make a living without mainstream work. They could be scrounging for scrap copper for all the difference!

Many of the early pioneers are dead, so there's no immortality to be had through ORMUS. No real evolution since they're none of them look younger or kinder for using it.

The proponents are very disappointing, I must say.

ORMUS in water & plants

I loved the pic of the cactus watered with ORMUS that had the light coming off of it!

The ORMUS from dew was astonishing.This explains why the guides wanted me to take just the new leaves and not damage the plant and make it weep maybe? It's Consciousness Itself! We should understand and appreciate.

Since starting the yawning my bike's been amazing. I've never thought I'd metal as alive until the article 'I, ---' (can't recall) about the conscious machine that shook me up considerably.

But if it's from the soil, of course prana flows in it.

Brownie died

The little black & white teen died last solar cycle around this time, if I forgot to mention it.

Today I heard that Rita's Brownie died on Wednesday (same as Shilla during the earth or groundstorm - that's what I'm going to call it).

Rita wouldn't let me treat the tumour, insisting on surgery 2 months ago. I had to agree because Brownie was in so much pain. I knew Elaps would heal the ulcerating tumour because she drew it so much.

When Rita brought her back I knew there was no chance for him to survive - her leg was filled with water (milk leg) & constipated and Rita was happily oblivious. I said my goodbyes to her quietly and didn't try again. Brownie would lean her head against mine and press in silently pleading.

But Rita and SSR have argued emotionally for allopathy before. The last oldie died not 6 months ago because of their enthusiastic kidnapping and sheltering. But they won't listen to reason - 16 dogs have died because of SAR in the last year. All over UPO, animal lovers have noticed her fatal allopathic interventions. Rita has lost 7 dogs now, she had spent 20k for Brownie, quite a badge of animal loving these days, but for a useless medical procedure that didn't address the cause. But, hey, live and let die.

RIP, Brownie.

Something about the Eye of Horus and Ormus

I've watched a few ormus vids after reading this fascinating write up about it in 'Structured water.'

I've no doubt they're on the right track. Transitional elements like copper, silver and gold and the rest have given astonishing healings before as you may have seen on this blog. Inexplicable.

But one thing especially caught my mind while David Hudson talked at the Emota in 2011: the golden TEAR on the eye of Horus.

I've noticed the tears that flow while prana yawning are especially salty. It's more salty while healing animals than myself (and I don't knife about humans since it's even more difficult to tear up healing people for me).

Since most of the Ormus is made from salt, I wouldn't be surprised if the refined salt of tears, especially tears of compassion, and as a result of an effort to give health through yawning, contain more ormus!:)

Takes my breath away to think that's probable! The guides always push me until I tear up while yawning, after which the healing of the animal goes faster.

Thursday, May 25, 2017

A fresh case - older cat!

One older cat, bleeding from the nose, struggling for breath on the road. I've given it injury 200 (mouth dose in salt water), prana and now Pinus cm moved it to a quiet room.

She's breathing better, sighing. No fresh blood. Thunderstorm asthma from distemper I think. I can smell the acidic breath. Must have burst blood vessels trying to get earth prana.

No other injury visible. She was paralyzed when I got her, but she's moving and curling up now. Painful sighs.

The spreading of distemper to older animals is a sign of diminishing earth prana. Trees maybe?

She was breathing slow (1-3 breaths a minute) by the time I got home. All the improvement had vanished.

She breathed slower. The guides said use hydrocyanic acid 1m and I knew it was the end. She died at 2.30 pm. RIP.

The panicked breathing didn't come back but this was the opposite state - when it changes like this, as Venky says it needs a different remedy for the modality change. I didn't understand it at that time.

A neighbour said a car may have run over her (she was sleeping under a car maybe?). But the cloudbursts of the last week seem more likely.

I couldn't make out because her face was so swollen, but it could be poor Shilla!! Her boyfriend, Simba, had been behaving wildly for a week - he's probably grieving since then. They just lost their 3 adorable kittens and now just now when she got pregnant again this had to happen!:(
It must be Shilla because neither she nor Simba came to eat last night.

I've been thinking that it might even have been a miscarriage and septicemia, because of the swelling and distortion of her face.

She was always nervous & weak, esp during the rains. Her love for Simba kept get going. Rip, sweet Shilla.

Monday, May 22, 2017

Dead end

The guides grow distant. I'm at a point where again I don't want any sick animal to heal because my energy is so low.

I'm not sure how to use homeopathy because the guides wanted me to change my usual way of adding it to food before they vanished (the usual!:).

I've realised the sun is reacting to the earth energy rather than creating change here on it's own because animals always react before the solar event. This is a startling dead end because I'm not sure how to find earth data that will help. Maybe follow earthquake stuff from dutch sinse again, since he sees larger patterns.

Maybe the change to rains in the environment or my periods has drained me.

I'm watching Carl Jung YouTubes and a little about copper DIY, waiting for change.:)

Monday, May 15, 2017

Trauma healing after Aggravations

The guides say I could have saved Icy but not how. As usual. It's something I already have is what they're saying but I can't think of what I have that I didn't do.

Other than being generally insulting by saying I think of everything wrong, they add salt to my wounds as a healer.:(

Again their convo grows distant, as if they only show up in time to help me heal a dying animal, which I'm always doing wrong according to them when the animal dies.

Something happened that shouldn't have between when Icy was playing with the stick and I came back after doing the laundry. I tried to syringe water since he hasn't had any from  morning. He was having a breathing asthmatic attack which I noticed after I'd syringed so maybe that was the final straw.

Perhaps the playing signaled a kind of healing that I should have sat through and nurtured instead of running off to wash his dirty laundry? I think this might be it.

The trauma released by homeopathic aggravation should be walked through like rebirthing, in baby steps, gently. I was too impatient with it.

I should have kept him in a dark moist womb-like space first, then moved him when he played with the stick to a safe quiet room and stayed connected by the solar plexus cord like a mother's connection. Then walked him through the muscle rebuilding/ strengthening like he was a child... This must be how we should handle all aggravations and their recuperation periods.

My heart hurts too much now.

Sunday, May 7, 2017

Holding grudges in our belly

I've been thinking of how Icy and the puppy both went after those they hated just before they died and gave enormously to those they loved. Either the inhibitions go down (fear of retaliation) or the poisonous thoughts (memories to be acted on) come up for review or.

It explains the Scrooges who cut those who they hated out of their wills in a last act of spite and revenge.

It's a sobering thought. If nothing else we must forgive: and understand that these grudges are carried in our belly as we go through life. The ineffectual protest to petty cruelties we endure because we don't want to deal with the bullies build up am emotional life of their own. The frustrations, hatreds are all waiting for expression in our last days. There's no avoiding it.

I've been trying since the realisation to forgive all the old wrongs - Sangitha for her hubris, U aunty for her ingratitude & mockery, even shopkeepers for annoying or cheating me! I don't want them to drag me down in my last days.:)

A solar day to die

I extended the solar cycle by 2 days last month as a season end (that's how it corrects every so many months) & make it 26 days, though 28-29 days last year.

I'm wondering if it's right this time because of this:

If I'd kept it uncorrected, Icy too died on the same day as the puppy and Gunda and so many others of distemper.

It seems to be a peak day in the cycle. A good day to die? The 8th day in the solar cycle. Not sure why!

Something to prepare for so we can help animals past it.

Monday, May 1, 2017

Detox and energize thro a day

Detox for animals by healers is done by us breathing out while moving hands outward in a vortex spiral, pushing back while breathing in. Esp between 10 am - 4 pm.

Energizing with prana is done by breathing in while moving hands inward, breathing out pulling away. Esp between 10 pm - 4 am.

This schedule for diabetes/distemper:
Hyoscamus: 3:45 pm - 5 pm (detox)
Lachesis (Kali or Hydro cyan) - 3 - 5 pm (detox)
Pinus - 5 - 3 am (energize)
Taraxicum - 10 am - 3 pm (energize)

It may sound difficult but it's an easy rhythm.

The day after - Old Age Distemper

Taraxicum during daylight hours. 10m is all I have. He puked up some of the milk. I'm an idiot because I put citric acid in it - of course it curdled too fast in stomach acid!

The bile is thinner than yesterday but still very yellow. He's still struggling to breathe but is accepting toys to play with instead of angry snapping (hairbrush, rubber slipper, chew sticks, glenand's hard biscuits). The chewing might exercise the tongue and trigeminal nerve and trigger salivary glands.

The worst period is between 10 am and 3:30-4 pm when the liver is detoxifying the blood and prana (and probably oxygen) is low. The blood is probably at it's poorest, sluggish and thick.

Tarax healed from front heart, solar plexus to sacral, then started at the crown down to the mouth today.

Aannnd ... I finally get it! Between 10 - 4 pm, the body is detoxing!!! They're not struggling to breathe IN, they're struggling to breathe OUT!! The liver can't do the carbon cycle. It does the Krebs cycle of glysophate- cyanide for cells and waits for the other two - three cycles to step up. The carbon must leave the blood and so must the uric acid, etc.

I wonder at what time the kidney detox begins or is that simultaneous? If these each have a timing or coordination?

if I should find the carbon equivalent in homeopathy. This one time the day before yesterday I was amazed to see the fastidious Icy lick up his own urine (twice! because I'd wiped up his previous pee quickly.:)

Magnesium sulphate or Epsom salt bath for the skin of the body at 3:30 pm (leave legs for temperature difference as Schauberger explains that's what moves the blood, not the heart), turned him around.

I'm assuming water in the afternoon can be considered 'warm' and powerless. (I'll wash the legs in the early morning hours and consider it dense and powerful.) After applying the Epsom salt from a  nozzle bottle, I gave it 10 mins then I sponged him with clean water. Turned him around, salted and 10 mins later wiped him dry with a towel.

It's 4:11 pm and I'm using Hyscamus 30, energizing (pulling my hands out vortically while breathing in and moving in a straight line back while breathing out) from the back of the head to the middle of the thorax in the spine with the guides.

Something amazing and fun is happening! The guides led me off on a crazy search for 'something I'd forgotten'. It turned out to be a bent stick! (I'd thought he might enjoy a natural rough stick more than a smooth hairbrush handle in the morning.:)

So I gave it to Icy in the afternoon. He ignored it. After I wiped him down and started with the Hyscamus 30, I noticed he was trying to hold one end between his legs and biting the other. From the last hour, he's been playing with it!

He's tossing his head around catching it, holding it with his forelegs and despite asthmatic breath, enjoying it like a puppy!!

In all the 17 years he's never played on his own! Except for Naina, his late gf (passed away around 2005) and a year with his late best friend, Pharoah (passed away in 2008), both for chasing other dogs and cats.

He was a hairless puppy picked up and dumped on me when I had no time. Naina raised him and they became a couple. He's always been a serious, scared, sad puppy and an adult with anxiety and hypochondria.

To see him tossing his ears and head, playing like a kid for hours on what I thought was his deathbed -- of distemper or rabies! -- is my happiest moment. I'm so grateful to the guides for holding my hand steady through this nightmare!!

Even if he doesn't live, I'll always remember him like this - brave, no inhibitions and absorbed in play. Not exhausted, sleeping all the time, whining, suffering anxieties even to be going for a walk to pee.

Distemper and rabies seem to be an opportunity (short-circuited in the domestic animal) to overcome trauma and PTSD when they reach physical crisis!! Amazing.
Icy passed away an hour after playing (probably to make my heart smile) as a stormfront moved in. RIP, my decades-long friend.

Icy may be dying.:(

My Icy who is 17, has all the symptoms of apoplexy, distemper/ diabetic excitation which will be followed by death.

I've been consoling myself that he's lived a really long and happy life but it's not helping. I've been out of my mind since it started until I remembered the sequence of events:
Bufo 6
Aur met cm in food
Pinus 6
Tarax 10m
Rice bran oil + castor oil to drink
Milk+eucalyptus leaves (B17)
Elaps 6
Lach 30
Sugar+water+Euca leaves
Hyscam 30

The symptoms came up with the guides asking me to give him Bufo 6 (prana style) but I got impatient with his restlessness and gave him a mouth & nose dose which I rarely otherwise do (electrical storm affecting my judgement). I hope it's a teaching exercise by them and he'll be ok again. Hoping against hope.

By afternoon he was wandering up and down, something he rarely does. The others were growling at him, he snapped at my face when I was hugging him and at kittens.

By evening he was sitting on the floor moving his legs sporadically like he was trying to get up by not succeeding, still alert. But now, he was pacing restlessly. By morning 2 cats snapped at, by afternoon 2 cats more bitten.

Then he injured himself several times because he began stumbling around, no sleep, fell off the bed a few times, then cracked his jaw climbing up from the garden. Always moving, even limping, just like Laxmi!

After the oils his tongue went white, then just when I thought a normal color might follow, his jaw had been hurt and tongue dark red heading into brown!

Not sure if it's the injury or a Lachesis aggravation now! But the lach should be an antidote to bufo. Probably why slowly by afternoon he'd lost most of the excess nervous crazy - I hope he's not dying!

By then I'd collected half dry eucalyptus leaves as a source of B17 having read the Krebs work on metabolic diseases, boiled it in water and added it raw to milk and got him to drink both. After an hour or so, he could no longer close his jaws or withdraw his tongue!:( Now stringing the sugary euca water into his mouth.

His breathing is still lapsing into stentorian, and can't lie down. But he's squeezed himself into a base of a chair and is finally still as it has begun to rain & thunder.

That's how much sun & weather can affect diabetes/distemper!

Bufo is rhe underlying condition to these cases, Pinus relieves it and Lachesis, Hyoscamus may change the course of it.

If he lives and thrives, & I hope I've got everything right, the nitrosiles are going to be a regular on their food. Newberry have this again!

Taraxicum for Crown and right eye

A new kitten walked into the house yesterday following a bunch of 6 others at lunchtime.

He was in bad shape one eye stuck open with severe opacity and barely able to breathe. Nose blocked & lids aglutinated.

I gave him cineraria-euphrasia drops in the eyes which loosened his mucusy nose a little, made him drink water and lots of prana. He could barely eat but gamely tried a little.

Then assuming his mother was around I put him outside as evening fell. I had a major panic & guilt attack after because he didn't show up for 3 days!

Today he walked in again at the same lunchtime with a black&gold brother in slightly better condition but one eye completely stuck. The whole routine repeated with both but this time he ate!!

Now I'll out him out again in the evening with a clearer conscience. He obviously has a mother nearby or at least a safe place to stay. His brother is harder to catch being new but I've got to put them out together.

He's drawing Tarax 10m over the crown for his right eye. I'm just using prana and Reiki for delivery not doses. Well maybe a sniff to make it stick at the end.

I'm guessing he's one of Shilla's aunt's or mom's 3. Which means one with the forehead star has died since I haven't see her.:(

Sunday, April 30, 2017

Old Age Distemper - The next day & day after & after

He's drawn Lachesis 30 all day and Kali cyan 10m all night. I was dizzy with the latter. Hell 3 (Hyscamus really but couldn't find it) from the morning. Vitamin E was all the guides would let me give him after I gave Icy rice bran oil to drink and a few tablespoons of castor oil. Didn't ask them. He's peeing colourless urine, hasn't pooped at all.

Some time during the night I recalled how Tollu developed a jaw drop that stayed a week and how I applied zinc sulphate all over and it went off in a day.

I poured watery zinc sulph all over him. The zinc sulph probably made him sleep but no improvement. Guess didn't like that.

They're trying to keep me leashed to prevent all the deranged alt med activity we distract ourselves with!:)

------ the day after
Tarax 10m in the morning, Lach 30 from afternoon by Reiki but otherwise nothing during the day. Healed him at the base of his spine and bones all the way to the ankles from morning.

He's deteriorating fast can barely move this evening. The slightest touch or attempt to move him sets off a respiratory arrest. The paralysis seems to be spreading from the shoulder blades/back heart chakra or solar plexus because he's holding himself up almost spastically when he can and curls into a qi gong abdominal clench every now and then.

Thick face and nose. He puked a little after 3 pm but yellow pee (finally!), thick stringy saliva & almost orange bile.

Mucus from eyes whitish green after cineraria drops. He keeps clearing his throat like a diphtheria membrane is forming.

Pinus 6. down the right side evening. He's too weak to pace any more, even lying still he can barely breathe, barely stand the lightest touch (doesn't mind the heavy back scratching but it arrests breathing). The desire to bite still there. Tongue looks better less dark red & black.

This colour developed when I gave him oil to drink day before ydy. So heavy hepatic involvement in releasing those deadly toxins into the blood! His tongue went from pale almost whitish to bright red then almost black within a half hour! mea culpa. :(

I've thought in the past the oil helped in these diseases to nourish because they can't eat. But I forgot that oil pulling/cleansing is done in the mouth for a good reason! It activates the hepatic-tonsil-trigerminal connection between the elimination-immune-nerve link as I now realise!

The dentine theory must also be right - where the brain signals the release of fluid that breaks down or builds up teeth. Icy's full set of perfect teeth (at 17!!) are now showing blackish tips on the canines.

The black tips reminds me of how snakes poison others through their fangs. Maybe that's a poison release that goes with hepatic perversion/reversion - a primitive defense mechanism when his tonsils swelled up and he lost jaw strength.

He'd gone fullblown breakdown: black tongue, desire to bite, dark bile, jaw dropped, red eyes, arrested respiration, drooling. Because it's mine no one called it rabies and I called it distemper - but it's the full picture of the former (which is why I think rabies is just acute distemper).

---- the day after
I've been syringing water with nitrilisides in his mouth day before yesterday. First eucalyptus leaves with sugar boiled in water, later a bamboo shoot I feel bad for saying off it's mother. This boiled in water and pink salt.

Yesterday guides said enough and changed diet, the colour of his tongue was lighter and so water with sugar and pink salt. A little milk in the morning (with Vitamin C 250mg) and a little more at night.

The ascorbic acid probably brought out the yellow bile in the urine and puke. He farted a couple of times but still no poo.

----the day after
I fell asleep at about 2 am (probably) and got up in a daze at 5 am (maybe) terrified he might have died but he was still alive, maybe just a little more paralyzed. It had started raining. I tried to move him a little and respiration arrested longer than before.

He drew Hyscamus 30 strongly with Lachesis 30, so I gave him reiki/prana with both for 15 mins.  Hyscamus at the crown and Lachesis at the throat until the guides wanted me to stop the Lachesis and concentrate on the Hyscamus.

The main area to heal with Hyscamus is the tip of the nose, around the eyes and sides of the brain (GNM spinal areas).

The reason why we heal with these remedies early in the morning is because the solar day starts at about 3:30am and the prana retreats taking with it the poisons. Lymph/prana clears best prior to sunrise.

This I saw unfolding before my eyes with Icy. His breathing improved, he was able to move his forelegs and then began to bite my slipper with jaw strength and with movement in his tongue which was lighter in colour. His face looked better and swallowing improved. Gagged a few times but couldn't puke. Breathing improved by the time dawn broke but regressed a bit when I stopped healing then stabilized.

The moon set is a powerful time for rested healers (so we must sleep at least a few hours!). Schauberger says liquids like water (lymph and blood are densest & most powerful) in the early hours before sunrise which is why Hyscamus was so effective then.

Weakest and breaking down around 3:30 pm which is why the guides want the homeopathic snake poisons then.

Pine needles, says Schauberger who probably was an energy-sensitive, carry prana. That's why we use that Pinus Sylvestra at night to enhance distribution into cells.

This has been a bittersweet, painful learning time. My beloved Icy a teaching tool for the guides.:(

Yet I understand that no other dog would have trusted me enough, known me enough to let me do all this. I too trust him to recognise me through the haze of disease and primitive urges to keep from biting me, to listen to my voice.

Whether he survives or not, I've learnt how to deal with this disease a little better. For the last 3 days he's not been my refined Icy but an animal. If he dies, he had already left me 4 days ago. That's how I console myself.:/

Wednesday, April 26, 2017

A better way with Distemper

I just want to write a piece again on vax and homeopathy, because of a recent event.

Vas took in a 2 yr old street dog in Greece and watched it for two months before vaxxing (only one shot). She came across my write up of Lekha using Distemperinum 200 and tried it because the dog had eye glue and had been in the same room as another that had been adopted and euthanized for distemper.

Immediately, within a week, her dog showed full-blown neuralgic and digestive symptoms of distemper. Twitching, loss of appetite, strength, etc.

She stopped the Distemperinum sensibly and contacted me. I told her that I had doubts about Lekha's success and allopathic use of the remedy.

A nosode given 3 - 5 times a day for 2-3 months?! I know I err on the side of caution but I can't see how it won't end up a proving!! (where the remedy itself causes symptoms).8 Lekha had never used homeopathy or read it or understood it. Her experience is in volunteering in very allopathic leprosy camps.

Vas has managed to improve her dog with vitamins and force feeding (!) she said. Though the dog stumbles, she's eating better and pooping. Vas iso both determined and a pharmacist so probably a fantastic dog mom.:)

But here are my doubts:
Now, this could be
1. the end of the proving caused by repeated doses (less likely because it went on too long, but if the dog was weak then possible);
2. a cure of the residual symptoms if the original distemper which the dog already survived since it was 2 yrs old (a good thing - not a cure of distemper by  Distemperinum but of it's fall-out residue);
3. The clearing of vax effects (this to me is most likely. I've repeatedly seen that homeopathy after vax brings out all the neurological symptoms of a suppressed immune system).

We have a neuro-immunological connection that Pasteur's vax ignores.

All these autism syndrome and diabetic shock effects after vax are the first and ONLY disease effects homeopathy aggravates and proves with nosodes.

Homeopathy has never brought out or aggravated my natural and wild full, uninterrupted courses measles, chicken pox or various fevers, flus and illnesses of childhood.

Because those, as Bechamp said, are necessary stages of development in our immune system and neural-brain network!! I've thought about this for years now and have to conclude that this is what distemper and childhood diabetes is as well - necessary stages of development.

My guides asking me to do less and less is probably just them trying to tell me not to interfere in the natural process but to aid it, and maybe help in the convalescence? That's how it looks. No heroic interference!

Even the kittens I've been 'saving' I have doubts about. I've treated their mothers and fathers. Isn't it more likely that THAT has shortened and lightened the course of the immuno-neurological changes and saving their lives via healthier parents?

The only question remaining in my mind is how to prevent it from moving deathward. Is overfeeding killing them during this stage? is it overhydration? too much warmth or activity? We're doing a lot wrong and medicine isn't the answer.

Are we to put them on minimal diets with sips of water once in the evening and let them lie in cool places and isolation? it sounds heartless but that's what dogs do in the wild.

Whatever it is, we aren't helping we start panicking at the first symptom and pushing to cure and interrupt the process based on germ theory. Bechamp had understood it better - if it's natural, give it time.

Friday, April 21, 2017

Cundurango in paralysis

The crown of a paralyzed dog has energy "furrows" from forehead to back of the head that cundu 3x heals at a distance of 2 - 3 ft.

I always thought it worked only on lower chakra areas.

Suction in prana

I understand now why the guides insist I stay on twitter and even argue aimlessly! My mind works very laterally and I've understood something about healing while arguing about something else with the debunking Sci guy.:)

Sap rising in a tree as Viktor Schauberger & Barthelomew explain it, where the greater the suction the more the sap rises taking the finest nutrition to the growing tip.

Die-back happens when it's unable to raise sap or clear waste in trees, 'our health too deteriorates from the point that we are unable to coordinate the suction flaps.

The suction we are able to apply in sequence is directly correlated to the state of our health!

How to Prana Yawn

I wrote this out for Twitter with my guides sighing and asking me to write it for the blog instead.:)

I've added a little more to flesh it out for here, but kept the outline.

Prana yawning
1. One reason to learn how to prana yawn is because it's easy, we already know how to yawn and it benefits everyone easily.
Another is that we have less prana and oxygen in the air we breathe with forests vanishing. We're stealing energy from each other because of it. This insane cruelty we indulge in is just prana-hunger.
Yet another is that prana is highly processed air. It's not just 'air' but a kind of carbonated & oxygenated energized air that's very breathable. Animals love it.
We need higher processed stuff to make up the difference that's changing the planet. Fossilized air bubbles contained 38% oxygen. Today oxygen content of air is 19% (Schauberger).

2. The low quantity and quality of air is impairing thinking and we're only sinking lower. More prana = Right Thinking. The Buddha probably realised that it's only the breath that needs changing to change us. Our thinking depends on high quality prana reaching our brain for clarity. The fuzzy brain is hungry for prana and all of us vague thinkers know how easily we're confused & dominated by a person with more prana!:)

3. There are 3 ways to improve the flow of energy in our bodies. Reiki goes along the main chakra line, prana wanders.
4. prana moves in swirls & spirals so it's like the caduceus serpents (kundalini?). It's earth energy & rises with suction.
5. Animals & us, we draw #prana in with our breath. The best prana though is drawn in with yawning. The energy moves lymph.
6. To yawn correctly (for the best prana up from the feet and out of the hands & breath), there are several suction flaps but they are usually out of order so they'll develop nonsequentially. Just the first will take about a month to function.
7. 1st is the diaphragm. We shallow-breathe when it's not working in tandem with the lungs. The 1" flap is in the middle of it.
2nd is behind the soft palate (aches if u open jaw wide).
3rd on either side of the nasal bone (cats have a hole there:)
4th is behind the breastbone (shoots out a thrill into the hands and feet);
5th is the brachial in line with the armpit.
6th tucked in the pelvic g-spots.
7th is the perineum. Then feet arches & the palms tho prana exits via fingerpads.
8. When these coordinate together in yawning, your aura should fill up, you'll heal & you can heal by laying of hands.
9. Takes a few months though to get even one working smoothly. If you're around sickness, some of these close to protect u.  Schauberger's vortex theory makes the prana movements comprehensible, esp while healing others. Worth a read.
10. When u yawn, do it until tears flow. There are probably other flaps as well as endo- & exocrine glands involved.

Wednesday, April 19, 2017

The most beautiful spirals!

For a couple of decades the guides, esp Ceref, have been showing me and drawing spirals. They mostly resemble the Greek eternity knot. I thought they were messing around and didn't bother.

From the past week they've begun to make sense. Learning about prana and healing the two sides, Ida and Pingala streams, instead of the central line of chakras, these spirals make healing easy!!

I've been drawing them out so that I won't forget their complexity for different areas. It is still all new to me.

I'm still thinking in terms of the central chakra line which might be useless for animal healing!!

Imagine that! Shocker, except that it was already written on the wall. All my reading tends towards that truth of late. Walter's harmonic periodic table, then that lady's brachial chakra dominance in dogs, then the show about the swirl of blood in the arteries, now Viktor Schauberger's vortex energy generation, suction forces of implosion.

I'm just groaning over the thought of having to learn to think differently again!!:/

We cup our hands when healing goes deep. Even the central line of chakras throws energy to the sides as vortices do - we depend on that motion.

I'm happy though that the healing energy seems higher than before and clearer through me with prana.

I've also noticed a kind if aching in the edges if my nasal bones, the same place cats have their second nostrils.

Friday, April 14, 2017

The beedi

I've been trying to switch from smoking cigarettes to beedis because (lol! yes:) the guides say it's better.

After grimacing over a few because of their strong odour, I realised that they WERE really better: Stronger, quicker hits, shorter burns, 0.75:4.0 rupees/smoke, no filter, no paper, tired with a cotton thread and all natural leaf.

Today for the first time they've shown me a way to use it medicinally - something they've never done with cigs.

To clear noses & the asthma of cats with a vortex of smoke (wideend nearer the body), light the beedi and draw it from the forehead away counter clockwise winding it down as you go.

I've heard of tobacco used for asthma but this is the first time I've tried it. The kittens don't get even a whiff. I guess it burns off bad prana like Sagebush.

Agni maasa

The dreaded fire god's month. When the earth gets scorched before the rain god cools it down with the wind god's help.:)

When fiery ancient diseases come alive again. The burning pox, polio and thirst-based liver diseases, sunstroke and paralysis. Epidemics that spread like wildfire.

I was hoping to have learnt more of how to heal with prana by now but it's slow going. The guides want me to change how I use the homeopathy so even that isn't there for the animals (I keep forgetting to add it to the food in their way!).

Quite without motivation today. Trump bombed Afghanistan with 21k tons. Burp who showed so much improvement that he walked a half km yesterday was puking today. Kittens all over the place - another 5 to the terrace Goldie that just don't look like they'll survive. Nothing seems to be going the way of the earth.

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

Two died, two healed

Just as I'm learning to heal with prana, 2 more kittens died a day after full moon. One from Stripes' set, one from Shilla's. The guides just tell me to keep going.

I'm heartsick. Healing has been like two steps forward and ten back with each solar storm.

The full moon should have eased the sun effect but I forgot that the lymph moves up during this period ... too many things to keep in mind. That's the craziness of alt healing, I tell ya!:)

But on a positive note, the two paralysis cases healed fully by accident - an older kitten dropped my bottle of Helleborus 3x and by the next morning these staggering, rolling kittens were racing around and playing. That's the only thing I can think of that could have reversed it so quickly! Much gratitude to Blackberry for pawing it off the table.:)

Solar plexus healing route

I just began to try and heal my own problem areas with this extraordinary prana! I always put it off in the last decade because there was so little healing energy that I wanted it for the sick animals.

Yesterday and today I've felt a real rise so thought I should  the 'Healer, heal thyself' bit.

First I thought I should start with the heart chakra. Then my guides moved my hands to just below the two clavicle bones. After a long time yawning, I felt my fingertips there change something. This was last night.

This morning it was the solar plexus that drew it first. Then it went straight to my eyes! While healing the eyes my jaw then my ears hurt.

So three areas to heal to get the solar plexus working smoothly when there's buried trauma.

Why homeopathy works in so many way!

One thing is clear, that the homeopathy is just to get past the transparency:opacity boundaries of blockage.

That's why it's use us often so fleeting. It can be used in combos and mixtures and as single doses and as temporary relief and ... ALL of it, everything, works!

The information is coming thick and fast from the guides but some very garbled  answers to questions along with stuff I don't want to hear!

Just like in real life, if you don't ask good questions you don't get good answers.

They still maintain that I've understood a great deal wrong but can't tell me what it could be in answer to my questions. Maybe it's my basics.

Prana details

Tears while yawning

So this is what they meant when they said my notions were wrong! It's all got to do with LYMPH not microbes!!

Yay! I can finally brush my teeth and wash my hair!:d (some of my theories are very annoying and troublesome to me - I'm usually so glad they're disproven in action). Well, if it's lymph then maybe not wash my hair too often. .. the scalp seems to play a role or maybe the sinuses of the skull.

The sinuses of the face create a vacuum while yawning which act as a centripetal suction force (Schauberger inspired this insight). That's why we tear up. It moves the lymph (which is passive) against gravity/preventing density and stagnation. This is how we're helping the body cleanse.

Once the lymph in the head region begins to move, the abdominal lymph changes. No more spasms.

So do it till tears flow!

Prana through the eyes!

Today I exchanged prana with Simba through the eyes!! Very exciting for me, but it scared him and he growled at me. Not sure it heals though. I wouldn't want to play Mesmer if it can't do good.

I tried to send good intentions all the while wondering if it was presumptuous to assume that I'm better than he is.:)

He's such a good dad! Shilla vanished for a week, very sick, leaving her 3 kittens unprotected.

I'd feed them but they're all alone in the gutter and playing all over .... Simba, who's their dad, sat on a wall nearby and fought and chased every cat that passed, watching over the area until shill got back, still sick and weak but alive, the day before yesterday.

Tuesday, April 11, 2017

Contemporary Guides!

My! Ever since the guides said I was wrong about everything, I've been asking questions. Naturally. The information that's coming thorough as answers though is mixed, some just sound like garbage and some make sense.

I assumed that my guides were all from somewhere back in the past, healers on the etheric maybe.

Apparently they're contemporaries in time and space, on early plane! How strange that that never occurred to me before!!

Very possible that I'm communicating with living and more knowledgeable healers who are able to float ideas out.Though I must say I'm attacked to my more romantic notion of long-dead greats.:)

Energy healing routes

This healing energy of prana, like Reiki, can be quite uncomfortable for the sick. The are deep bone pains that are aching, lightning like shooting pains along the nerves and organs that are muscular like the heart can hurt in spasms and pangs.

But here are two clear routes of energy that it heals by. The guides say the first is general and the second is specific to distemper.

Apparently the homeopathy is to ease the blocks that make it hurt in the Distemper/FIP route: Bufo for the head region, Helianthus to move it past the heart, Grindelia past the gut and Nat Sulph down the spine.

General route:
If you heal from the crown, it should circle the body concentrically: top of the head to the abdomen to the forehead to the upper abdomen to the throat then the solar plexus then the heart. This is the correct cycle.

Distemper/FIP/Diabetes healing route:
It goes from the nose to the lower abdomen (diarrhoea may result for both of you!) then to the ground then from there to the heart and from there to the spine and nerves.

The nose route is specific to bone problems such as distemper (where teething trouble and bad bones is an issue).

Sunday, April 9, 2017

Self-sacrificing dog

One dog who makes me smile and see myself in a clearer light is Torn Lip, of Miller's PS. He's so surrounded by dominating dogs in a very hierarchical gang within a very structured PS that he sacrifices food and comfort for peace!:)

He's often starving so I make sure he's fed his share but he makes a huge production of making sure he gives up bits visibly to the others and looks bashful. All the while he's actually absorbing a whole lot of attention, an equal share of food and looking holy in the bargain!:)

So me! Lol!

Prana through a healer's eyes

Early in the morning when the prana is thick on the ground and in the animals, I can heal best.

I've noticed this for years now.

In the dry years between approximately 2004/6? - 2012, the best healing would be a prickling for a few minutes on my hands, with pain in all the bones. Now, like today, it lasts about an hour and a quarter.

I don't know if it's an earth wave we can receive only when we're rested (therefore after sleep), something that picks up with REM ( because it drags the mind into a dazed state like a lucid dream state) or a left brain or deep brain activity, this healing ability.

The conscious and critical mind kills the flow. So much so, the guides made me delete a critical thinking book I'd downloaded a few weeks ago.:) So maybe it comes from the creative unformed irrational whole, the large 99% unused by humans.

Whatever it is, it has access to the bones and marrow (they ache and hurt like hell - the main reason charging the earth is the way to go!:). It has access to gut flora (instant diarrhoea if the flow increases suddenly) and to other life forms around, even distant ones (the healing wave is limitless as far as I can tell, only limited by the amount of pain you can bear:).

Saturday, April 8, 2017

The long wait

My baby hasn't come home yet, it's over 26 hours. MIA presumed dead.:/

Cats though have come back even after a week. Shilla has vanished again, leaving behind three kittens in the gutter.

They probably fall into a cold coma-like state while they heal, similar to diabetes.

Last lament for Juliet

7/4-Juliet went out when I left (she has no friends left since all animals are deathly afraid of distemper and rabies) two days in a row. She came back at 4 pm yesterday but not today. I think she was preparing a place to die in peace. I have searched everywhere, in all the accessible storm drains.

My nearby best friend, G., asked me to let go and just be glad Julie brought so much joy to the house and finished what she came to do. To distract myself from agonizing over the puppy. After this I will.:)

I feel sorry for all Julie's friends, esp Rana (who'd hug her neck three times a day) and the other cats, & Sweetie, who looked after her like their baby. They're all grieving more than me.

The rogue males are probably celebrating because she had very strict puppy rules about how they should behave. Even the older dogs like Burp and Icy she thought should change and tried to correct them!

All puppies don't live forever. The first year is a challenge for all which is why breeders euthanize the last three or four that are born regardless so that the first two have a better chance (more mother's milk). Maybe this is why humans interfere so much in animal husbandry.

Juliet was probably the runt of her litter, going by her extraordinary empathy - they make up in intelligence what they lack in strength.

Two nights ago when I was healing Stripes' kitten, she came up and licked the kitten's mucusy nose much to both of our surprise.

Now I'm even more astonished at her generosity because she must have already been quite sick. Her shivering and tremors began soon after.

Juliet never developed adult teeth. She grew big like a Great Dane puppy (probably a mix), an acromegaly characteristic, but stayed a puppy mentally.- Bufo picture  describes it correctly. Distemper is foremost teething trouble and from growing too fast.

All I regret is not treating for shock after the bite. (The vaccine would anyway have been too late - I got home 3 hours later. Viruses according to germ theory are known to spread from the instant of contract.)

I've seen from both accidents and other distemper dogs that the shock the liver stores is the only danger, not the injury. It would release it at some point.  For Julie it was on the solar cycle's liver period on the spine.

It showed up 18 days after the bite, 6 days after the new solar cycle started. The *same* day last solar cycle a kitten died, Stripes' fifth. A few cycles back, Gunda died on the *same* solar day 9 (Jul-Aug 2016) ...wtf is going on?? there must be a coronal hole or a standing wave effect).

There's also a chance it was an aggravation of Nat Sulph (thunderstorm asthma, aggr. before wet weather) which they've drawn on sol 3, 5, 6 this cycle. But the chance is small - it wouldn't have lasted so long.

I hope she comes back. I hope she's not gone to die. Or already dead.:(

I've said my piece now I do my best to let life go on.

Spring Chicken

My guides say everything I know and believe is wrong. Thank you, guys, for the heads up.;/

This came up when I was thinking up a theory that Julie was a Gunda walkin, who came to make up for all the kittens killed with some amazing kitten loving like I've never seen before.

But maybe it was just Dane genes. It's not normal to Indian dogs to be that way.

But the guides say I'm wrong. Maybe being late-winter/spring born is the problem. They don't develop the first stages slowly and have weak lower chakras. The term "spring chicken" might have arisen from the high energy that these have, but they're physically weak at processing food and very quickly succumb to disease?

Last lament for Juliet

7/4-Juliet went out when I left (she has no friends left since all animals are deathly afraid of distemper and rabies) two days in a row. She came back at 4 pm yesterday but not today. I think she was preparing a place to die in peace. I have searched everywhere, in all the accessible storm drains.

My nearby best friend, G., asked me to let go and just be glad Julie brought so much joy to the house and finished what she came to do. To distract myself from agonizing over the puppy. After this I will.:)

I feel sorry for all Julie's friends, esp Rana (who'd hug her neck three times a day) and the other cats, & Sweetie, who looked after her like their baby. They're all grieving more than me.

The rogue males are probably celebrating because she had very strict puppy rules about how they should behave. Even the older dogs like Burp and Icy she thought should change and tried to correct them!

All puppies don't live forever. The first year is a challenge for all which is why breeders euthanize the last three or four that are born regardless so that the first two have a better chance (more mother's milk). Maybe this is why humans interfere so much in animal husbandry.

Juliet was probably the runt of her litter, going by her extraordinary empathy - they make up in intelligence what they lack in strength.

Two nights ago when I was healing Stripes' kitten, she came up and licked the kitten's mucusy nose much to both of our surprise.

Now I'm even more astonished at her generosity because she must have already been quite sick. Her shivering and tremors began soon after.

Juliet never developed adult teeth. She grew big like a Great Dane puppy (probably a mix), an acromegaly characteristic, but stayed a puppy mentally.- Bufo picture  describes it correctly. Distemper is foremost teething trouble and from growing too fast.

All I regret is not treating for shock after the bite. (The vaccine would anyway have been too late - I got home 3 hours later. Viruses according to germ theory are known to spread from the instant of contract.)

I've seen from both accidents and other distemper dogs that the shock the liver stores is the only danger, not the injury. It would release it at some point.  For Julie it was on the solar cycle's liver period on the spine.

It showed up 18 days after the bite, 6 days after the new solar cycle started. The *same* day last solar cycle a kitten died, Stripes' fifth. A few cycles back, Gunda died on the *same* solar day 9 (Jul-Aug 2016) ...wtf is going on?? there must be a coronal hole or a standing wave effect).

There's also a chance it was an aggravation of Nat Sulph (thunderstorm asthma, aggr. before wet weather) which they've drawn on sol 3, 5, 6 this cycle. But the chance is small - it wouldn't have lasted so long.

I hope she comes back. I hope she's not gone to die. Or already dead.:(

I've said my piece now I do my best to let life go on.

Friday, April 7, 2017

Radioactive diseases?

I wonder if these diseases, fip, distemper, diabetes, are radioactive reactions to the sun?

Le Bon proved that everything on earth becomes radioactive when exposed to sunlight, esp certain rays he called 'dark light' beyond the ultraviolet. Moray called them "radioactive gusts" more powerful than  gamma rays.

It shows up esp in the densest materials, therefore our bones are affected first, and endocrine system where hormones have a high heavy metal concentration and nervous system which are electromagnetic.

It explains the excitation phase of all these metabolic diseases, followed by the rapid decay of soft tissue.

My Juliet has vanished for the second day in a row. I'm just going to wait to see if she'll come back alive. Maybe she's gone away to die. She just drank some milk this morning for the first time in 3 days and didn't puke up water since last evening. Looked so hopeful!:(

Four remedies for Juliet

Bufo 6, 12, Grindelia 1m, Nat Sulph 6, Helianthus 3.

The guides are very conservative and I'm a little scared. Her lungs are rolling in thin mucus and probably hepatized.

6/Apr: Bufo removed the tremors and twitching, active neurological effects. But drew so much over the heart that I had to stop yesterday morning.

By the afternoon the remedy was Grindelia 1m. That was up the spine and until the evening the two remedies alternated.

At sunset with lightning in the sky, Nat Sulph 6. This brought
out an aggravation slightly.

Early morning hours zinc and later copper with prana. I felt the two go deep but no visible improvement. The last was Helianthus 3 on the head. It was wonderful even on my heart chakra!

She's drawing it again this morning over the tail, gut and g-spots.

Thursday, April 6, 2017

Distemper locations by chakra

Distemper starts at the start of the solar cycle with excess nerve energy travelling up the spine.

By solar day 4 or 5, at around the heart and solar plexus the energy creates malfunctions. Bufo on day 6 moves energy stuck at the solar plexus up to the head to circle out.

The excess Prana cycles out through the nose or gets blocked again. It goes to the jaws eyes creating inflammation. Then mucus as the body tries to block the flow.

Acromegaly like excess growth seems to be related. Pituitary and other endocrine glands seem to function on prana. Explains the lack of ducts at any rate!

The next chakra down for healing is the heart. It is responsible for the massive breathing difficulty, the groaning, upper body lameness, rapid heart beat, tachycardia.

It takes the longest time of these chakras to heal. The block extends almost 2 feet in Juliet's case. But it also gives the most relief, breath being so essential.
Still there - I assume sacral next but I'll take what I've achieved so far. I'm trying bufo 12 next (poor frog!). I'm going to buy higher today.

Bufo is clearly an endocrine remedy activated by the waxing moon (still not sure how the sun and moon work together!). It can counter the solar degradation of excessive stimulation. It works from the spine: root, sp, throat towards nose, heart, sacral in a pattern.

How to Prana Yawn - 2

Sit or lie down comfortably next to your cat or dog within arms reach.

Breathe in air yawning in little gasps taking it deeper into your lungs until you feel it pass the flap at your solar plexus.

When you breathe out again through your mouth, direct it to the animal's forehead while keeping your hand(s) in front of it's nose about 4 inches away.

If you can, add a good intention like, "this energy heals you in every way".

You will feel your hands being pulled in small circles or further in or out, let the energy guide that.

While breathing in, imagine a lightning bolt it is faster and goes deeper.

Another thing that makes it heal faster is holding a homeopathy remedy in your hand. In this I let the guides choose the remedy.

Even if you start unsure if you're doing it right, the guides say that they will help anyone who tries, so stay open.

How to Prana Yawn - 1

Prana is air or sky/heavenly energy, mixed in your body with earth energy through your feet and plant energy through digestion (gut flora).

It is transformed by breathing deeply through yawns into your lowest chakras. Yawning clears the higher chakras to draw in energy from the crown and forehead as well.

What you breathe out can heal the energy of other living creatures. The mixing is at the heart chakra so the energy comes out in the fingertips as well as the breath.

In this way we are all, all living creatures, transformers of energy.

Breath prana in the nasal sinuses

Julie suddenly went dull from a bubbly albeit over-excited puppy two nights ago. She'd follow me around but scared by shadows all of yesterday.

It was building up to a storm, heavy dark clouds, and in mere hours she had every symptom of distemper, the disease we so dread!

[She got bitten on the eye a month ago and my guides kept asking me to wait until it heals on it's own. They'd asked me to give all the dogs Hydrophobinum 30x three days before, so I had faith that they knew what they were doing.

The wound granulated unnaturally, though the eye was saved. The little granules fell off very rapidly and within two days she was healed except for a very small scab that fell off when I ran my hand over it. That's the only scar left from the incident.

I think one of the early  symptoms of distemper is granulated healing since the nervous energy is too high.]

She began puking water yesterday morning and the guides wanted me to wait. Just before it rained, they told me to heal her with Bufo 6x over the back solar plexus with prana. She drew it for about a half hour. Tiny tremors ran through her entire body.

In the night she had every neurological symptom but wouldn't come to me for healing. I was exhausted myself so I slept.

I got up this morning and my hands were full of energy as always, so I went looking for her. She was struggling to breathe with thunderstorm asthma & chasing insects! Her entire body was shaking with tremors, her eyes were sunken and canthii red.

Holding Bufo 6x again, I began healing once more with breath. She'd suddenly lift her head to lick deep into my mouth with an insistence similar to the fip cats. (if vets or my family could see me now ...!:) The tip of the nose that had gone dry and hard was where she was drawing energy. As I healed with the yawns, my nose opened up near the nasal bones, I felt hers open up deep inside near her nasal bones as well.

So this area, maybe the nasal sinuses are connected to prana. Maybe they act as suction force when they're clear for prana to enter easily as Schauberger might say. There is certainly some vacuum force involved.

Wednesday, April 5, 2017

Lol! Criticism

I just heard that my blog was depressing and I'm thankful the person didn't add boring and repetitive!:)

It's inspired me to try and clean it up a bit even if the mobile is a real impediment to enjoying correction (not that anyone enjoys editing).

Tuesday, April 4, 2017

Bitters and tonsils

When I was explaining to mage on T about the snaking effect of the prana of yawns, how it disappears past the g-spots only to show up around the skull bones (clearing the sinuses and orbits, headaches, the salivary glands and tonsils), I realised that bitter taste buds are way back very close to the tonsils!

Maybe this is the connection that activates the immune system? I'll have to try some bitters to see if it works like the lime and water cooling.

Sunday, April 2, 2017

Accidents, missing

Red Baron, GH, seems to have had an accident (skin abrasions, left jaw and leg) between last evening and now.

Emo dog & Stilt white & Stunned cat, Wy, all missing from the start of this solar storm.

Neighbors kitten is missing, one kitten rescued from a rooftop drainpipe by dismantling it.
4/April - Emo confirmed dead. RIP, sweet gentle dog. I never saw that you were ill until that last time. You were always on time & so sweet ... what went wrong??

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

Zinc and Copper

I got gypped but found zinc and copper yesterday at the gandige store.

Both make my heart expand to bursting when I hold them, but esp the copper.

So copper is the sacral chakra healer (ajna, heart above) & zinc the  root chakra healer, zinc also the brain (crown, throat above).

[I'm afraid one of my dogs might have eaten the zinc slab because I can't find it this afternoon. I hope it doesn't poison the idiot.]

(30/3 - found it under the bed th! I kept imagining I'd have to heal a 'torn up on the inside' dog that may be poisoned as well!)

Burp is RUNNING!!

Astonishingly after the major solar storm at this solar cycle end I thought Burp would be wiped, but the new energy ha already begun it's healing!

Today I absentmindedly stood him up early in the morning and got on with the chores. After a bit I heard him mewling (a sound he makes when he falls to be picked up) from a great distance.

I ran out and he was about 100 metres down the road. He saw me and got in his feet on his own and ran to me! The whole neighborhood was talking about him because they'd seen the condition he'd been in. (I couldn't resist plugging the amazing homeopathy behind it.;)

Many ppl resent me trying to heal dogs that vets put down. I have polarized neighbors - some hate what I do like I'm Satan, others praise me like I'm Jesus. (I'm neither except in their eyes. The animals know what I am - a conduit.:)

Anyway, Burp was so utterly thrilled by his achievement that he galloped up and down like a puppy, unheeding of speeding vehicles, making me chase protectively after him (and snapping at my hand when I'd push him to a side, the cur!:). He finally ran out of his overnight store of energy and allowed me to herd him indoors.

I think I'll celebrate with a special masala chai today!

In the meantime, dogs are getting paralysed on the periphery of my route. Three dogs I haven't seen in the last two days. I hope they survive the next two days of the solar storm and I get time to heal them.

Sunday, March 26, 2017


I'm fairly comfortable with my understanding of science, esp math, physics and chemistry, so Viktor Schauberger fans calling both zinc and copper diamagnetic was very puzzling.

I thought they were a function of the number of electrons but it turns out to be something else. More later.

Ah! Transition metals - copper, zinc -  are an exceptions!!

"Transition metals, in which the unpaired electron is not in a d-orbital. Examples of these metals include \(Sc^{3+}\), \(Ti^{4+}\), \(Zn^{2+}\), and \(Cu^+\). These metals are considered diamagnetic because all d-electrons are paired. "

Saturday, March 25, 2017

Nat Sulph 30 again more strongly

It appears that the energy building up to shift to the forehead chakra involves Nat Sulph.

It eased the breathing of kittens with respiratory problems the day before. This morning, Kenchu a diabetic t1d, drew it inbetween his shoulders, then both his shoulders, down the spine and between his hip joints and in the g-spots. Terrible drawing pain of the sciatica towards the end. All this more strongly than before at 30 potency.

Still the guides don't want it given in food in potency or material doses! Maybe it should build up more?

Burp update - tail wag

Burp was wagging his tail since two evenings ago. Still not in a very good rhythm though.

He had a terrifying breathing issue (like a panic attack) last evening with what looked like the biggest reversal yet - he couldn't straighten his legs and walked in a crouch, got very constipated and peed on his bed, and drank water endlessly.
This is the time for diabetics to worsen and regress, the change over from solar plexus control to forehead towards the end of the solar month,  so I thought it would get worse.

But to my surprise, he's walking all by himself all day today! The transition from will (solar plexus) to imagination (ajna) went through.

This affects the heart chakra  so breathing difficulty, weak legs (as earth energy changes to sky energy), incontinence are to be expected.  This solar wind was wild reaching speeds of over 1000 km/s and worse, dropping (health effects are worse when it falls rather than when it rises).

For the breathing, I pressed down from the tip of the breast bone near the diaphragm a few times (I'd read about it somewhere). He preferred that I scratched him hard all over the chest laying him on his back.

The tail wagging is adding a great deal of balance. He's walked about 500 metres on his own since the morning falling about 12 times!! A real pain to have to follow him around though, just to stand him up. Can't wait for when his self-lifting powers set him free.:)

He still gets tense at the mildest slope and tries to run up losing his balance. It really is all in the mind because if he calmed down, he'd walk up easily! Just a fear and bad notion.

Just like his attacking puppy Julie and getting aggravated when barked at, attacking kittens and the other dogs and then getting scared of them. Now he walks by them quite calmly (if suspiciously:) and even walks up to strangers. Took time though!

All fears will subside and there will come a time he's free. I wish that for him.:)

Thursday, March 23, 2017

Nat Sulph today

22/3 - We're 3/4tha through a solar cycleband they're all drawing nat sulph 30, but not to put in food the guides say. Weird.

Severe pain in my throat from 30x. It must be a salivary gland or tonsil but deep down spreading to my ear. Good I didn't give it to the animals. Higher or lower may be better.

Burp's WALKING!!

22/3 He's walking 3 ft - 5 ft in his own before he lists and falls to a side. Also he rushes with his front legs, that makes his left drag and he falls. Another way to fall, I've discovered, is to attempt to hop the back on a hind leg.:)

I'm not able to get him to attempt to stand on his own at the start as yet. The legs are still stretched out in a polio/lathyrus stretch when he falls, but he's scrambling as if to help.

Yesterday he hated falling in a regression that's to typical of this part of the solar cycle. He peed and shat where he was and didn't want to go out.

I was dizzy myself and couldn't see how his state could have been better.

But today he's been yowling and racing out for short stints every hour that I care to take him.

I hold him up by the hair and skin between his hip bones until he's steady and let go as he races off. Not the best solution but I want him to see he's got no crutches.:)

He's even shifting to the side he lists to correct a few times before he gives up! He's so excited and I'm so happy for him.

If it wasn't for his cataract, I'd put him back where he came from in a few weeks so he can go home again. I'd feed him where he was. But with the traffic the way it is and his advanced age, I'm hesitant.

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

Burp update

18 Mar Burp is now standing for longer periods on his own and barely needing support except to keep his spine from swinging laterally. He also wants to walk out several times a day which is annoying in a happy way.:)

I expected some reversal and it's there.
1. His control of urine has dropped again and he dribbled for 2 days (still a little but not as much).
2. The weaker hind leg rt grew strong for a day, now it's extra weak. There was severe atrophy in both hind legs so it's not unusual.
3. Apis and esp Hydrophobinum brought out an aggravation of the breathing and heart. Fortunately the guides warned ahead of it and picked Crategus because I didn't know what it was that made him so panicky.
4. It dropped quickly to sleep so the irritation of the heart chakra/nerves was mild. Wish I'd tried it and saved the kitten.

Saturday, March 18, 2017

Apis cm for the back of the head

The brain stem (back head chakra) is what it works on. I had the most dramatic experience of this a few years ago, the first using both Reiki and homeopathy.

At the time I was very suspicious of the guides, wondering if it was some kind of self-deluding illusion and barring craziness if they could be some demonic possession like on The Exorcist.:)

Apis 6 was a remedy they wanted me to hold on my hands when I slept. At some point in the night, my hand was around the back of my head.

A numbness started in the area just at my scalpline, spread up and deep into my brain which left the area cold and my body paralysed.

It lasted a half hour or less, but when I began to move I had an enormous headache for a day or two but after a brain fog I didn't know I had lifted and didn't get eyestrain headaches from computers ever after!

Hydrophobinum for headache before a storm

It's given during the spinal rising of energy to the back of the head region, between the front and back solar plexus during the cycle at 30 potency.

It clears the kind of headache that's around the eyes in the orbital bone which makes you nauseous and irritable. Like a sun headache. Scalp feels dirty and itchy esp when it's muggy and hot before a rain.

The kind of headache that extends to the triafacial nerve and jaw and makes you want to hide from the light.

It's the inflamed liver nerve in the spine - vagus nerve? What's behind rabies then is the same as distemper!! Poor creatures.


I'm a physically weak human yet when I hold a correct  remedy, animals all around me get healed. Distance doesn't seem to matter, intention definitely is key as is prana.

Accumulation of energy

The problem seems to be a massive accumulation of energy winding it's way up the spine, which then stagnates in the upper chakras.

In the weak kitten, it didn't make it past the solar plexus, epigastric, affecting the breathing and then that set off epiliform spasms that shut down the heart. You could smell the fecal breath - but the spasms clearly had a good function because the kitten shat - it was the spine waking up but the organs were already too weak.

In Burps case his breathing is affected too and his heart. The anxiety makes him cry for me all the time today after Hydrophobinum. Maybe 30 is too low but it's all I had. The energy probably made it up to his heart but accumulated there.

I had a sun headache after apis cm which hydrop cleared. So my accumulation was at the back of the head. Now, sleeplessness.

Diabetics and cancerics - 1

Diabetics and cancerics might be the sad story of the lack of evolution of man.

A diabetic probably cannot process the higher energies of good intention while the cancerics can't ground their energies at all until it goes wild.

We've probably been stuck here for absolutely all of history as homo sapiens.

I've seen the bad intentions of diabetics and it's not in their control. They're victims of bad guts.

The bad energy from the gut rises up the spine putting them in a waking nightmare of a Peonia state. Their hurtful, controlling actions stem from perceived slights, horrors and harms that they imagine are coming their way. "Terrifying dreams.  Delirium. Excitement. Apprehension with anxiety, afraid to talk with any one; much affected by bad news, Ill humour. Depression with irritability."

The next state is the Baryta carb "Confusion. Bashful. Repugnance to strangers or to society, Mistrust; Scrupulous, irresolute, suspicious temper, with mistrust of one's self. Fear and cowardice.Sudden fits of passion from trifling causes, Incessant activity, cannot remember and learn."

They lose their ability to be creative, living in this survival mode.

The next state is the Apis one. The energy accumulates at the back of the head, where many autonomous, instinctive and primitive activities are located. So "cannot think clearly. Jealous, fidgety, hard to please. Whining. Tearfulness. Jealousy, fright, rage, vexation, grief. Cannot concentrate mind when attempting to read or study."

Simultaneously, or very close together, they get the extreme sensitivity of the nerves and brain of Hydrophobinum which has "thoughts that something terrible going to happen come into his mind against his will; feels impelled to do reckless things, the mental faculties are in a superior state of excitement. Imagine that they are abused, and energetically defend themselves against attacks and insults. Strange notions and Insane ideas enter his head; for instance, to throw a glass of water, which he is carrying. Inclination to be rude and abusive, Exhilarated. Ill-humour. Hypersensitiveness of all the senses. Psychic skills like clairaudience, clairvoyance."

Peonia's bad dreams

One thing I've learnt from kitten's death is that opium is used at the start of the solar month, at the root chakra, not the chakras above.

Peonia too seems to lead to very bad dreams above the heart chakra.

For instance, I dreamt that the guides wanted me to put Juliet out on the streets again. I'm not ready for Abrahamic sacrifices, though it made sense that she's well now, older and can survive in her own. Still, she has developed relationships with other kittens and dogs and it would be cruel. I'm also a big critic of ppl who abandon dogs to the street.

I worried about it for days then asked the guides again and they said, "NO, that's what you dread and that's why you dreamed it had to be."

So this is the Peonia state.

For the last week, 4 ppl close to me have gone strange and standoffish. No doubt they're in a state of suspicion and anger from imagining I'm intending them harm. I've barely talked to them though so it's all bad gut energies.:)

Peonia then is best used at the root chakra to prevent this.

Friday, March 17, 2017

Baryta Carb for immunity

Day 9 of this solar cycle I've understood how toxic gut  energy can be moving the upward the meridians during this time.

Bar carb for the nose sinuses and shoulder pads when the energy is moving up the spine. it also heals the gut bacteria just before the navel (under the fat pad area).

New upper chakra healing from the guides

The guides are now showing me a single remedy for each solar day. I'm going to work out why it's important. From what I gather, I've done the last few cycles wrong for the upper chakras. At least, not well enough or with understanding.

The spinal energy beyond the heart is very fine, attuned to intentions and more to the higher mental-emotional side of healing.

Then there's the turning around of energy to head back down. I haven't a clue how that happens even after all these months.

The problem with homeopathy (and me) is too many remedies. They're not all exact to any disease condition or time so they just lie there unused.

I've got so many now that I'm embarrassed to die and leave them for someone else to throw away (like a friend did her dad's). Silly as that sounds, it's a real concern of mind - I've accumulated too many because I've no intention of dying without knowing how yo heal animals.:)

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

Oh no

It just occurred to me that I might have set off an aggravation with Opium 10m. They say no to both guilt trips, but here I'm putting them down as possible factors.

Either the guides made a mistake by selecting it over Avena sat or I didn't use it as they directed.

The guides hesitated between those two remedies after she ate quite a bit today (fish in the morning, chicken broth in the afternoon, etc). Avena (oat) would have helped with gut digestion, Opium would send the nutrients to the brain (this was my way of thinking then). They settled on Opium so I thought that it was time for her to improve.

I'd forgotten aggravations and also the possible toxic overload in the gut. And that it's got a role in euthanasia. I'm wondering if toxins flooded her system suddenly leading to the spasms that reached the heart?

The other thing was that the guides wanted me to use it in the head region only (probably to reverse the brain fog!) and I was an idiot because I used it on the gut.:(

But anyway, the guides say it was time got her to go and nothing will bring her back.
oh no the guides are just being kind I think. It's entirely my fault. I should have healed only the head region ONLY to lift the brain fog with Opium. But, by going to the gut, I overactivated the neural pathway to release toxins.

It's the wrong time in the solar cycle to treat the gut-mucus membrane-nerve, so close to the head chakras. And again the high potency!:(

It might have cleared the head if I'd done what the guides wanted. But they're right in saying she wasn't improving. I started treating her too late in this solar cycle.

[I don't give kittens any material dose anymore. Homeopathy with just Reiki is enough because they're highly responsive.]

Oh cyclone.

A cyclone Enawo in Madagascar. That's what it was. Kittens die when there are cyclones in the Indian ocean.

The solar storms pass on some kind of energy to the local weather and depressions on the water affect the Indian sub-continent.

I'd stopped following weather when I started on solar. How the hell can this be avoided?:(

A kitten died.

Just now a kitten died. She was the runt of Stripes' latest set of 5. She was half the size if the others, but I was convinced no worse than Rana and could be easily healed. How wrong could I be!

I've been giving her both Reiki and prana for a week now, but not really putting my back into it. The improvements of Burp and Old Monk of Ghli during that time probably made me complacent. Worse, my guides said she'd heal. Until yesterday.

She ate and drank and peed a half hour ago! but her mother ignored her and the guides wanted me to heal with Opium 10m which they'd never done before.  Also Phos 10m last night should have been another red flag. I was oblivious though. She had the same attack four days ago and survived with prana but not this time.

i went by and saw her at an odd angle off the hot water bottle. She was already dying. She made suckling sounds which she does when she's thirsty, lapped up some water but the clonic spasms went on until her breathing was infrequent and arrested, a quarter hour later she died.

I'm really shocked. She was improving over the last three days - her eyes, nose, breathing except for anaemia and a kind of thunderstorm asthma (just before the rains). I should have seen the remedy change the guides were suggesting was for euthanasia.

rip, tiny thing.

This is the third reversal of what the guides said: Rana who lives when they said he'd die, Burp lives they said he'd die too, and this kitten died when they said she'd live (when I last asked they were iffy.but I didn't pay attention).

Her mother brought them close a month ago, but I had Burp and the new puppy worrying me and didn't help this one. A week is just not enough. I was giving her attn only for 15 mins the first few days until the asthma attack too! That's on me.:/

It seems to hinge on weather as always. Also on something in my will. When I'm determined I put myself into the breathing more. Didn't do it as deeply this time.:(

Burp in a rush

The improvements are coming so fast in these first 10 learning days of the spring solar cycle!

Last night he began to stand with his legs apart (not stuck together) and this morning I loosened my hold and he stood in his own to drink water and pee. He's also standing strong on his right leg and shitting in that peculiar tense crouch of dogs - this can only be from the sciatica letting up.

And his bed's so clean! A real relief not to have to launder daily just for him. He's such a stickler for cleanliness that I'd have to change 8 - 10 beds a day that he soaked through or he'd yodel. So now he's got bladder & rectal control too. It must have started a week and a half ago but it's peaked now.

I hope it all doesn't go bad the last 12 days of the solar cycle - a time when gangrene and lymph problems predominate.

Uran nit 3 again yesterday, Vanadium today.

Monday, March 13, 2017

Could be spring

Perhaps it is that Burp healed because it is Spring, a time for regeneration. But I'm so grateful to the guides for not letting my courage fail me and resort to euthanasia.

Because though he's a whiny pain in the butt, stubborn and particular about his looks, the excitement and joy in his cataract-hardened eyes as his body obeys his mind gives me so much happiness.:)

This morning he initiated his first steps onto the road. What courage in his little body and what a fine will to live!

I haven't saved any dying flies or rats of late but I'm going to be less impatient and dismissive of life from now on. To each her life is precious, and  therefore it's precious to all.

A miracle

A minor miracle is in progress! Burp is walking in all fours!!! These guides are quietly amazing, AMAZING ppl.

He still takes a little time to warm up when he's dragging a bit. I'm still raising him and holding him up by his waist with a cloth, but a week ago unnoticed that he was trying to move the legs in time with the front set. Yesterday my heart stopped when he stood on all four!

His lathyrus leg is still with the toes curled back but he's putting weight on it.

Almost 16 yrs since Naina walked, I figured out how to repeat it. And for Burp, 3.5 months since I almost euthanized him in despair at the height of the internal healing frenzy.

Wednesday, March 8, 2017

Dogs with one eye

When I was tweeting about the incidence of cataract and diabetes in dogs, ttdoc corrected the impression and said glaucoma is more common.

I've been thinking sadly ever since of the number of one eyed dogs and cats that have come and gone in my life. Ma Bekku being the bravest.

I have to make sure I treat the one eyed SBI and the bursting eye of Bugeye (somehow) at least once a week.

The dog with both eyes blind from glaucoma died 10 days ago. I knew she was going blind when I was treating Rocky since she was a few houses down but I didn't connect it to diabetes then. RIP, you innocent lady.

Mucor cooking

Mok is making sufu on twitter and I'm so excited. I've only read about this ancient use of mucor. My guides will be relieved to get past this long blank period with me on this subject.

A study of mucor and it's inverse relationship in the gut of people with obesity: http://www.nature.com/articles/srep14600

Day 1: hyphae
Day 3: disgusting smell
Day 5: Spices (boiled) added on day 5:  @siujin_mok Chinese cinnamon, star anise,dried Orange peel,fennel,Sichuan pepper,myrcia,clove
Day 6: Condiments preparing : Shanxi chilli powder, salt,wine and boiled spiceries water
Day 7: wrapped the mao tofu with chilli powder first, put them into the bottle and covered with plenty of salt.
Then put more chilli powder if u like spicy, and poured the liquid (wine+spice water) into the bottle, store in dry place with cap on tightly.
6 months.

Tuesday, March 7, 2017

Two steps forward

Burp has learnt to pee standing up today, and chase Juliet when she dances barking around him.

The improvements are tiny and complex. A week or so ago he learnt to shit standing up. He's a pain on the butt with the whining to be walked though - esp because he constipates waiting for it! I almost prefer him going off whenever.

All of this with me supporting him around the waist, of course.

But in a giant leap forward, this morning he used his third/ hindleg to balance for the first time.

The other leg is still stretched out with no flex in a Lathyrus state (i have to buy it, used up all last month).

He has a really hard time after the Vanadium which aggravates the liver and the shit is pure bile-less white hard balls.

Sunday, March 5, 2017

Mucor and Niruri

I haven't posted on this for a while because it's a biennial plant I realised later and I'd cleaned out my garden's entire supply.

The next set is guttering now but my guides want me to wait for after a seeding to pick and use them. Sensible, I'd not have been as thoughtful. Got a lot to learn!

With the picked tops they've got me infusing it in water. I've done that for a few days now. It tastes citrus-y. And is developing a fungus on the surface! Weird that it's so simple to alkalize water. Lol

I've kept it in a mud pot, my one proud contribution to the guides efforts.

Uran update

Now three more dogs and one cat have developed that same condition as Bakery Black did - a very deep irregular ulcer with gangrenous smell and flesh.

The area affected is usually a lymph node between major joints - brachial chakra, perineum (dogs) or the hip chakra (cat). In Burps case the first was hip joint and now perineum).

It could be the work of nitricum in Uran.

it always occurs 12 days after the solar cycle start when Uran nit is given.

Heals itself from the bone up - a little magnesium salt (I bused magnesium chloride for cat and magnesium sulphate for the dogs).

Cancer cure with citric acid

Cancer cure with citric acid, Bucay. http://www.nature.com/news/metabolic-quirks-yield-tumour-hope-1.15005

Monday, February 27, 2017

Not lazy

I just downloaded the blogger official app yesterday and my, such a relief to find out I'm not lazy but the previous app was so difficult!

in my general boycott of Google I hadn't noticed that their blogging app was lighter and faster than the generics.

So goes to show our limitations are self created.

Saturday, February 25, 2017

Aspergillus and Cancer

http://www.aspergillus.org.uk/content/chronic-aspergillus-sinusitis " 6-12% of the patients, Aspergillus spp. being the leading cause"

Dr.T.Colin Campbel. In 'China study' he talks about fungus too:Aspergillus flavus & aflatoxine causin livercancer.

Attention and Healing

Something about attention when I hang out with the dogs and cats ... but I didn't catch what the guides were saying was important about it.

Burp walked!

Today Burp walked on his front legs for the first time in the 3 months I've had him!! I held his hind legs up with a waist cloth, but I never thought this day would come! He walked 10-15 tentative steps to his fav spot from outside to the inside,:scared of falling but amazed himself.

He's been turning himself over for 2 months though a fortnight ago developed a persistent lower bowel and perineum inflammation that hasn't let up and a little blood in his stool this morning.

But he's been sitting up straighter and higher, developing some upper back strength so I thought why not give it a try.

He began with baby steps since his upper body hasn't carried his weight in months but very quickly chose the direction he wanted to go and with a nudge he even took a small slope in his stride!

To think I almost euthanized him in my terror of gangrenes past! My guides were wise to distract me from my panic and heavy heart with looking for a vet to do the deed, so I relaxed and did my best to heal him once I had the worst case scenario taken care of.

His hindlegs still hung uselessly though he moves them when lying down. He needs his willpower to develop to relearn how to direct them again - it's all wild and chaotic movement.

Diabetes and New German Medicine

Ty to @Cattlechildren for explaining this:
Diabetes is a conflict of hardened resolve or pushing back. In nature it is a temporary strengthening of the muscles in order to stay defiant or push back against enemies (eg mating rituals).

Paralysis would be a feeling of being trapped. It stems from a feeling of being backed into a corner with no escape so the animal relies on its last resort - playing dead in a desperate hope it's predator will ignore old meat. Think playing possum. It's resolution would probably have to stem from allowing the animal to see it has choices. And taking away any reminders of the initial conflict.

Mating rituals? Maybe two males is what he means. But the rest seems like an accurate overall picture of the disease.

Old Karia died

Two weeks ago Karia of the pet food place died in SSR's home. RIP, babydoll.

The losses were so heavy that week, I could barely walk that day from grief. I think I've figured out how to function and move on though from trying something new. I gave my heart chakra Reiki and did prana breathing saying I'm letting go until I felt a feathery flutter about 8 inches away from my front heart chakra. It didn't feel better right away but the next day I was not finding it hard to function.

Monday, February 20, 2017

Cold energy should go up the spine

So what the guides said for Kenchu remains true for all the animals - cold energy is healing to the spine+body in the first half of the solar month.

Hot energy down the front during the second half.

How I do this is beyond me.

3 kittens missing, 1 dead last solar storm

3 kittens went missing out of 4, very mysteriously, from the lawyer's terrace (I could hear one in the distance until 3 days ago) & 2 out of 3 in his office died. His grief knows no bounds - I know because he rants and raves when his emotions are high.

But this last solar storm was extremely strong. Even I felt weak and fuzzy from it.

Some good news though! A little teen from Meow's set, two of three that went missing months ago found me again yesterday. At least, I think he's the same. Either way he's oat the distemper age so I hope he'll last.:) Maybe those three will find their way back too - the mother seems unconcerned.

Lil Foxy is dead

In a freak accident she got run over by the water tanker she was sleeping under at 3:30am. RIP, love. I'm going to miss your smiling eyes.

Kenchu's guide

Today I saw Kenchu's guide on the prana-breathing guide's lap for the first time!

At first I didn't recognise the animal, just that it was licking his face in a dog-like manner. Turns out it was a seal.

It makes sense. The seal said she was protecting Kenchu with the black skin and he needed cold energy to flow up the spine not hot. Sweetly apt when you think of the oily shiny black of the seal skin and the barking which is so dog-like!:)

They live on ice and I've been wrapping him up warm which must be wrong. I've been reading up on implosion and how cool/cold preserves and heals while warmth putrifies. I'll stop the swaddling.

She even had this enthusiastic yes that rotated her entire neck and head.

There was this white landscape that I assume was Siberia or some snowy, icy place that they showed me that I didn't completely get - heal the endocrinal issues using white light maybe?

That was all the message was from the healing guides regarding healing my acromegalous friend.

I told her to take care of the seals (images of seal babies clubbed and circus-sea world performing seals kept flashing in my mind, destroying my concentration) and she said she would.

More power to them!

Acromegaly in breeding Great Danes

There's a fine cruelty in breeding acromegaly in Great Danes, isn't there? Everyone knows they die in 6 years often horribly.

I wouldn't be surprised if even this was practiced on humans first, like slavery is now animal bondage and cannibalism now carnistism.

The guided

Guides I realise don't repeat themselves. This is the most annoying part about them (as if it isn't bad enough to question whether this whole phenom is a phantom of the mind consuming itself, or an ego-superego thing or a parent voice inside ones own psyche:).

They'll flash an idea, complete in itself and then vanish.

Very sick rats

12/Feb A very sick rat has been chasing me all over for a healing. The problem is that  the kittens and pup have the same idea. So while I've got a dozen distractions to take care of first (I know, lousy maternal material), I'm tripping over all these weirdly desperate creatures during solar storms. I'm low in energy myself, with poor attention span, distracted and stressed, not a calm healer.

Anyway he began to convulse at my feet. I finally picked him up and did the prana breathing until he stabilized. At that point he began to push his way out of my hands (this happens with ars alb too - I don't know what it means) so I put him down on a cardboard sheet, swathed to keep him warm. He was dead in the morning.

I mention this because I haven't saved any rat lives to date with the prana, only eased the end in two. I'm not sure why. Either I'm only able to work up the courage to pick them up when they're at the very last stage (they're shy, fearful things and I'm afraid of their big incisors); or their diseases are fearful (this one had lost all the flesh below it's lower incisors - healing but slowly) - what could possibly have led to that? Acromegaly is all I can think of); or I take their lives lightly (I do prioritize dogs and cats over rats, birds and wild animals).

In the morning i saw another rat had died too in the garden. She had very thick pus oozing from her intestines. What in the world is happening??

This last solar storm has been terrible but there's one due the day after tomorrow. If rats living underground show so many solar radiation effects, how much worse for overground animals.