Sunday, March 15, 2015

Fawndog died today

It was more unexpected than most because his gangrene on the outside was healed in both legs, but there was that growth or hernia in the inguinal region, he didn't eat last night, his screaming was on a variable volume (like his lungs didn't have strength).

But this morning he drank a quarter litre of milk, ate a slice of bread, slept for an hour, shat and peed and screamed for an hour before he'd exhausted his strength and died when I was out to buy the food for the dogs and cats for the day.:/
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I think the main problem is that when there's necrosis in some tissues, there's also an oxygen-hunger in all the muscles and they atrophy from an emphysema, not to the extent of the gangrene, but in a hidden degree that's hard to judge from the outside. Brain oxygen levels in dogs can be seen only when there's screaming or repetitive behaviour - I have to remember that for the future and learn how to heal it.

They refuse the magnesium chloride after Last Quarter, so that's no use (unless very small amounts can be given). I have to find a plant source to heal their oxygen-deprived tissues to be able to save lives.

I hope I live long enough to be able to do that.:/ So far, no luck.
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Here's Fawndog's calendar and medlist, for the future:
26th?- Ancient first drew Zinc Sulph 10m, then 30. Then Zinc mur 6. Applied Mag chlor Q all over.
27th - Applied Zinc Sulph Q and Mag mur Q. The wound going black in his leg. Read in Potter1902, combo of Borax, Alum, Zinc sulph for gonorrhoea so tried it - didn't seem to like it much. [But maybe it brought the inflammation down to it's black state the next day.]
28th - Drew Cadmium Br 30, 6. Mag chlor on legs made him scream.:/ But gangrene look to the flesh of his legs.
Cadm sulph - brown spot on elbow, boils on buttocks, startings, restlessness. Centered in the stomach. swelling of lips,  Obstruction of nose by swelling. Causation: Sun, Draught of air, Cold wind. Itching of skin when cold.
             Similar to Zn, but Zn the action is primarily on the brain, in Cadm primarily on the stomach.
Magnesium Sulph - Shuddering in back from below upward. Diuretic action with great thirst works with diabetes. Teaspoon doses for epithelioma, warts new growth. First sign of improvemnt is bile-tinged stools. Mag sulph tearing in facial bones, jerking in arms, trembling of hands, tendency to boils, shivering and shuddering in the evening, after waking
1 Mar- Tried mag sulph on edema and 2 warm water tsp for internal at high tide. Drew Cuprum Sulph 200, Tereb 30, Zinc Sulph 200 and Mag sulph 200 which I gave in small doses. I applied Mag sulph thick on his legs and balls.
2nd - much better, leg seems cooler and healing. Only used
3rd - worse leg hot through.
4th - tried multiple times 3 times - Mag Chlor Q, Zn sulph Q, LugolIod Q. Mag sulph Q orally. Then put Zinc Sulph paste on his rt. hip tumor thick. He only slept with Puls 200 and Mag Sulph 12.
5th - started him on oral drops of Zn sulph Q (hi) based on that BCEC theory of the mouth-nose complex being able to send ions far away. If I've understood it correctly! Applied Zn sulph to the leg with edema and down his spine at night. The tumor on his hip and leg wound seem cooler with a black scab on the leg ulcer since yesterday. Sat up twice today.
6th - Much worse, storm today.Scabbing up black, wounds in leg and back. Lugol's seems to make him happier, but it might be the mag chlor that's really helping or the zinc sulph.
7th - crying a lot more. Mag mur Q seems to be what he wants. His leg is less black and he screams less when I pick him up and turn him around. Saw him stretch luxuriously in the evening. Started eating better. Scabs coming off from his back and off warts.
8th - gave him Puls 200 and rubbed him down with Mag chlor Q and Zinc Sulph Q in the evening to make him stop howling. Applied a little Cuprum sulph Q as well.
9th - mixed up Zn sulph, Cu sulph, Mag sulph and Mang dioxide and applied it on his body. Rhus 30 in the evening. He's occasionally crying, but not much. His leg is less swollen and less black. His penile ulcer is also slightly better with repeated applications of Zn sulph every evening.
9th - Mostly needed Cad sulph 200 in the evening to keep quiet. And Kreos 30, Rhus 30.
10th - Gave him an oral dose of SS Zinc sulph in the morning with Puls 200. Rubbed him down consecutively with Mag mur Q, Zn sulph Q and Mag sulph Q until afternoon. Afternoon he was drawing Cuprum sulp Q so rubbed him with that on his paralysed legs. Leg is stretched out with toes pointing. Dripped a little Zn sulph on penile lesion and ball sac (looking less black today!). Face seems less swollen and more proportionate.Screaming in the evening taken care of with Hcot 12 (I used it for my hipjoints pain), Zn sulph 200 and Iod 1m. Took a while though to quiet him. Didn't try the mags - he is constipated though.
[Gave Zn sulph Q,200, Mag sulph Q, 200 and Puls 200 to the dog in the back RBI Qtrs in the morning.]
11th - Yesterday afternoon realised he had a very large hernia when I was taking him out for some sun. Bunches of grape-like things peeking out of his inguinal region. (Makes me think it was Ancient's problem too which makes the screaming happen). Leg pink and healthy looking again, but I think the hernia is the main problem, and an old one. He's still drawing Zn sulph 200, Cad sulph 200 and now very strongly Mang ace 30. Colocynthus 10m (the only potency I have), Hcot 12. But screamed through Symphytum 6x which is supposed to be good for hernias.
14 Mar - Fournier's gangrene?? Seems to be what it is. I'm terrified also that he's screaming himself into a kind of anxiety attack where he breathes heavy and gets paralyzed? Or some such quietness. Both legs have healed, but still slightly slow digestion and no longer tolerates mag (because it's after Last Qtr heading to new moon?) or any of the other gross remedies.
RBI dog has maggots in his l elbow, gangrene in his penile area (fournier's?) and is paralyzed. He's just been moved and I tried to wash him. Put Zn sulph and Cu sulph in the afternoon on his gangrene arm. He licked a bit.
15 Mar - Drank a quarter litre of milk this morning. Died of emphysema by 11 am - no muscle strength at all, couldn't get enough air. RIP, Fawndog, I'd hoped I could see you home again. Drew Ranunc (Puls 200, Ran B cm, Hell 30), Ericac (Kalmia 3, Rhod 1m), Lathyr 30, Ign 30. But it was all too late. I should have seen the screaming as a sign that his oxygen levels in the brain were dangerously low ... but what would I have been able to do about it? No hyperbaritic oxygen tent here.:(
The RBIdog is breathing hard but looks better, drank a quarter litre of milk too, gave him what Fawndog drew. He's in the sun so pulled him into the shade a bit.

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